FAR AWAY...

Hi, friends.
Today I'm feeling so sad because I had to do something that I really didn't want to...but seems to be necessary...dating online is exciting but also frustrating and sometimes so stressful...you are always learning about people and you feel so disappointed when you find out that people are soooo different from you...they think different, they act different and they lie so naturally, too. I need to find my soulmate "soon" or I'll became and online dating specialist and I don't wanna that!
O.k, one more experience to share...Well, this time the guy was really interesting and I was "falling" for him...and after him, I decided to not "dating online" with anybody that lives more than 100 miles away from me.
I"m gonna call him K.G. he sent me an email message inside the dating site, about 4 months ago before we started chatting:
04.06.09
"Hello...U have an amazing profile, and wonderful pics!
Thnx so much for sharing yourself! I know we have a huge distance, so i wish u all the best in you're search, and you're future, but should you ever wanna chat, please look me up!"K.G.
O.K., I looked at his profile and the first pic was a terrible one and his profile, so poor of information, so didn't reply...exactly 41 days ago, he sent me a flirt message:"you are breathtaking"...than I looked again at his profile and first pic...terrible, second pic...you can't see the guy really well...third pic...WOW! I liked that one, so I replied sending a flirt message: "Hello"...
Well, we started chatting and after some days we went to Yahoo IM where he shared more pics and I really, really liked what I saw!Wow! He was breathtaking after all. I like him...he was so affeccionate and enjoy the little things we use to miss in relationships, as sending ecards, offline msgs, emails, etc...then we started text messaging all day long and I loved that...such a new experience for me, until we found we had a lot of issues most because I'm a Christian and really mean that and I didn't feel so good anymore, too much things to arguing all the time...
I really like him, but today I decided ended up with this crazy relationship...we never met each other in person but we were acting like we already know each other for a long time...I live in FL and he live in PA...and let me tell you something...think a lot before you go into a long distance relationship, because is not easy to handle that, I just couldn't anymore, because I was taking the relationship as serious and my thoughts were...what I'm gonna do now?
I remove my profile and pics from the dating site and stopped the automatic renew, I was pretty serious how I was feeling about him and he did the same...for a week, only. Today I saw he was back to the dating site and that was the reason that makes me took the decision to finish with everything...it hurts so much...and more than that my Sprint bill...I didn't know I don't have an unlimited text msg plan...wow!
For now, I'll be only at a Christian dating site, but I know is not gonna be easy find somebody that makes me "shaking" inside like my K.G.
God Bless You!!